first weirdo-fight, awky sitch

19 Dec

So it wasn’t a fight. Brian and I just had an off day. You know those days?  When nothing you say comes out right and you are hypersensitive?

Brian was in a bad mood and some of the things he said were a little harsh and he took some of the things I said out of context… none of it was that serious but to avoid us really doing something offensive, I told him I had work and needed to get off of Skype.

A few minutes later he texted me that he was sorry he was in a bad mood. I was laying in bed and I was sad that we were having an off day. My heart hurt like, actually hurt. I felt pressure that wouldn’t release without knowing we were okay.

We went to bed “okay”  – no drama. He said he was sorry, I said I needed to center myself. I was thrown off kilter by his bad mood… I was feeling weird.

He called me at 5 in the morning to wake me up for my training appointment at my gym. Five am east coast time, 2 am LA time.  He remembered. Woke up… to wake me up.

We didn’t text much during the day and so I started to panic a little bit. Were we not okay?  When I got home I checked his Facebook, his Twitter and checked to see if he was on Skype. Twitter told me that he had been out for a run and then a few minutes later he Facebook chatted me saying, “Hey [insert private nick name here]” and thats when I knew we were okay.

We chatted for a little bit and then he went out to meet his sister and some friends for a beer. When I asked if he’d call me later he said of course and then we said goodbye.

I can’t wait to hear his voice,



UPDATE: Approximately 2 minutes after I finished writing this post, Brian called. We’re fine. He’s wonderful. I’m in love.


4 Responses to “first weirdo-fight, awky sitch”

  1. professgretch December 21, 2011 at 4:29 am #

    Ah yes. I feel you on this. See my latest blog:

    7 mos later it doesn’t get any easier. lol. I love you, Jane!

  2. Off the Wall December 19, 2011 at 4:26 pm #

    If I remember correctly, you and Brian have only met online?? I’m just curious, because I fell in love online too, and the physical meeting was all I dreamed it would be!

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